|I have no life right now, except this. This is my daily Snapchat. Me at Starbucks, writing in my journal, trying to catch up.|
The stress from this has kicked in my depression which feels like a wet blanket covering me. And I really can't seem to get the blanket off of me. I know that this is all related to stress from finishing this up and stuff that's been going on at work, but it's not a fun experience to go through.
I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slim pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand. He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear the Lord and put their trust in him.
Psalm 40:1-3 NIV
I'm trying to be really good about my nutrition and I'm still working out at least four days a week. I have been taking more days off from the gym than I'm used to. This just adds to my anxiety, because there's that fear of getting fat, you know? When you've been on yo-yo diets most of your adult life and you gain the weight back every time, you really don't want to get fat again.
|I've taken to eating more of "whatever I want" more and more often. It's like walking on a frozen pond after a thaw. Not very smart. But the donut was sooooooooooo good.|
When you feel like this, it's hard to even look forward to anything.
Last week, my husband and I are celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary! I can't even believe it, it doesn't seem real. He is my best friend, I love him with my whole heart. 25 years! I don't feel old enough to be married that long.
|Brian & I on our wedding day, 25 years ago.|
|We took a day to sneak away and went to Mohegan Sun. It was a nice get away. No work - Brian would not let me and I needed the reprieve.|
Meanwhile, please stay tuned as I will be back to blogging regularly when all this is done!
|Look how much my Princess Leia is growing up! Long walks with her are good for both of us!|
Here in Your Presence
by New Life Worship
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Cake by the Ocean
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